Sunday, September 15, 2013

My Random Scribble Thoughts...

It's okay to say your afraid to lose that someone because it's better to be the truth than the lie. Relationship wise, everyone has there ways of loving, letting go, fighting for, different opinions. So you should never judge anyone by what choices who makes. In others eyes may see you dumb, stupid... but in my heart I call it love. A mistake is so easy to act, but so hard to let go especially if it involves someone who you love but has hurt them deeply. There is no turning back like what you've written on a piece of paper but can erase and replace with new words. All you can replace in reality of a mistake is learning from your experience and fill it up with new better memories.

I don't ask much in a relationship because happiness would be the number one priority to look upon. I don't need to ask for happiness because, one, it comes free.

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I look at love differently, I put time into the person I love when I have the day, and time. Especially if I don't see him often. I like to be spontaneous. The best part that I love the most, is walking along the water or sitting down somewhere near a lake, ocean, river and just relax with one another. Is it to much to ask for more then just a good memory once in awhile? I rather do it every time when I have the chance.

I see time as very limited. Oh shoot, we have this much hours, we have the whole day, finally, I would love to do something then just stay home and play games for a few hours when actually those few hours can spare with one another. 

I'm connected to nature the most, but never have time to explore... because, I never do what I like to do. I like to look at beautiful gardens and sit on the grass while looking at the sky, maybe that's to much to ask... Never done it before with someone, but hopefully someday this will come true.

My life is complicated but i tend to pass through the darkness. I make sure my happiness wins it all no matter how much pain I feel, how much I'm crying or feeling like giving up. I never let my rainy days take over my sunshine. I want to be a better person and learn how to forgive myself and also push myself further to my highest level of succeeding to what I dream. 

Once a enemy, will always be a enemy. What can I say, when I already have the people I love most here with me, I don't need no betrayers to come into my life and set things straight when clearly they should of never done wrong the first place. Forgiveness is never the answer but I tend to get by with it if it's someone who I truly love the most. 

People can say things about my life, relationship ect... but it wont fix anything. My own choices are what I may to follow, my decisions are what I am here to discuss on my own. I don't need no one to tell me what to do and not do when I have my own life to live and learn from my choices. Everyone makes mistakes, but people shouldn't judge you by doing it then being a real person to admit it. We are all humans, humans make mistakes, humans hurt. People look at one another with hatred when one persons done wrong, but there's no need to hate when clearly no one is perfect.